i have seriously been sitting at my computer all morning – i started 3 different blogs, got distracted, ate breakfast, cried a little {good cry}, and then started all over. i blame nicki minaj. i have been listening to the song “fly” on repeat since i woke up. it’s my new theme song. my favourite lyrics :
“Everybody wanna try to box me in
Suffocating every time it locks me in
Paint their own pictures then they crop me in
But I will remain where the top begins
Cause I am not a word, I am not a line
I am not a girl that can ever be defined
I am not fly, I am levitation
I represent an entire generation…”
I represent an entire generation…”
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mm, that just resonates with me — i love a girl who can rap!
well, the main thing i want to say this morning is i am CHANGING. i am transforming. morphing, shedding, cleansing. i mean i’m seriously like a transformer, shifting into this new person… it’s wild. i feel so chill, so focused. normally i find things to get worked up about – whether good or bad, i find something. i have the hardest time just BEING. i always say that i’m not comfortable with the plateaus in life… i’m usually creeping up a big hill, or i’m plummeting down from one… i struggle with just you know… walking.
but here i am, walking. one little step at a time, toward a much bigger goal, a huge change. shedding layers upon layers of thought and pain and emotion that no longer serve a purpose for me. letting go of habits that do not define me. opening up to a new version of me, to the REAL ME. it’s like my true essence is coming through.
i am so much like the leaves are up in aspen right now, morphing through a series of beautiful colours, changing… looking something like this :
so – less words lately. maybe wordy wednesday will become wordLESS wednesday… or at least bounce between the two…
food & foto 
I have been feeling boxed in and trapped at times, so this was very helpful to read
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BREAK OUT ANTHONY!! no box can ever fit you inside of it. 🙂
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You’re a beautiful transformer!
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Where oh where do you find trees so lovely?
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in the glorious rocky mountains 🙂 nothin’ like ’em
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Beautiful photos. Birch trees are so expressive.
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thank you so much. i have to agree – they are just gorgeous, nothin’ like ’em.
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cant see the trees for the forest, but its nice to try
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just gotta put on different glasses 🙂
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