hello you faithful readers, you.
so much is happening. a lot of energy is coming from everywhere.
i have been through some of the worst – i mean, the worst depression of my life… i’m comfortable in saying that i’m out of it now. i don’t want to think it has potential to ever surface again, but i’m a rational person – it might. however, i feel so completely different lately that i don’t know if it will ever have as much reign over me as it did this bout. i’m telling you, it was awful. be thankful i didn’t blog about it, even though sometimes i wanted to – just to get it out of my head.
whatever, i don’t want to waste too much energy even talking about the fact that i suffer{ed} from that horrible debilitating condition. well, it’s the human condition, actually. suffering, pain, fear, separation… we all deal with it, in some fashion. some of us talk about it, some of us take it out on others, some of us take it out with drugs, some of us live a secluded life avoiding interacting with anything or anyone at all…
i guess my point is, i have so much to write about lately because now that i’m out of that horrible dark tunnel, i see the light and it’s so incredibly bright i can hardly stand it. it’s like my favourite quote –
“our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate, our greatest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. it is our light, not our darkness, which most frightens us.”
yeah. good stuff. and so, i’m feeling somewhat like that – only, less afraid, more excited. i’m like, “holy crap that light is so damn bright – i can’t wait to be sucked up in it and spitting it back out at everything i see!!!” Continue reading
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